Attacking Anxiety

In the summer of 2009, I recorded a freestyle song on an iPhone 4. The song was initially a freestyle over an ukulele. However, with the help of AI technology, I was able to recover and transform it into what it is today. I must mention that I am not a professional when it comes to mixing or making music. The original version of the song was recorded over 13 years ago. The song begins with Jake Pasimo, also known as Hersh, freestyle rapping. We were in his garage, and I recorded the song without their knowledge. Although I released a low-quality version of the song a while back, they know it. The person singing the song is Christian Jason Lauria, popularly known as CNOTES. Thank you to our sponsors for making this happen. Abstractdiscovery.com Rhinopill.store Rhinology.site --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/diskartedaily/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/diskartedaily/support

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What Should Short Guys Do? Welcome to Asian Hate Mail, the only podcast that brings up issues with the AAPI community. The podcast is not only about Anti-Asian Hate but includes history, personal development, and encouragement for those who feel affected by being born in the skin they are in. In this episode, I speak on a post I found on the subreddit r/AsianMasculinity. A subreddit that banned me for my beliefs that not every Asian person has trouble finding love or getting laid. They've all given up and lost all hope. I do hope this encourages you and anyone who believes that they're at a disadvantage because of the genes they inherited. Personally, I'm short and I'm Asian. But I never hated myself for it. I just accepted it and played to my strengths. I think a lot more men should do this rather than focus on the uncontrollable. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/asianhatemail/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/asianha

Johnny Somali Is The Epitome Of Asian Hate. He is the streamer who went to Japan and mocked citizens about Hiroshima and Pearl Harbor. Somali is a vessel for Asian hatred and the community is standing together to apply pressure and throw away the trash. Johnny Somali is the problem. People like Johnny Somali are the reasons why the AAPI community continues to get their elderly attacked. He is a coward. My blog has more content to dive into and it is the best way to support my career as a creator. Visit: https://www.blog.abstractdiscovery.com My Premium, uncensored, no-limits content is found on Substack Visit: https://josephmayuyo.substack.com --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/asianhatemail/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/asianhatemail/support

ASIAN HATE MAIL PODCAST #1 THE CHINATOWN MASSACRE In this first episode of the podcast, we explore the past that has been hidden. In October of 1871, 2 years after the Chinese completed the Transcontinental Rail Road, Americans began lynching the Chinese immigrants. Due to a fight between two Chinese people, an officer was caught in between their crosshairs and was unlived. This caused the 500 angry Americans to lynch 17 Chinese immigrants. It was 10% of the Chinese population living in the United States at the time. A reflection of the past with current events sparks answers as to why there is so much Asian Hate that is deep-rooted in our society, culture, and fabric of America. #AsianHateMail #AsianHatePodcast #AsianHateMailPodcast My blog has more content to dive into and it is the best way to support my career as a creator. Visit: https://www.blog.abstractdiscovery.com My Premium, uncensored, no-limits content is found on Substack Visit: https://josephmayuyo.substack.com --- Send in a voice m

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What is Gawk Gawk 3000? Get yours here! There are two definitions of Gawk Gawk 3000. The first and foremost is when a woman shoves a phallus down her throat and then continues to massage the phallus inside the throat, down her neck, and back up to her mouth. Gag reflexes are discouraged but no man in history has complained. It is similar to a blowjob. But the Gawk Gawk 3000 differs due to the sound the woman makes. It sounds like, “Gawk…Gawk” The reason is substantially based on the female specimen choking herself with a phallus to give pleasure. Her lack of sufficient oxygen followed by a penis continually moving in and out of her throat blocks her airwaves and therefore disrupts her breathing pattern. This is primarily the reason the sound occurs even in women who do not have gag reflexes. The second definition is… This is no ordinary toy. I would question if this is the toy. It is essential. A necessity in times of stress, and in times of training. A man who doesn't practice never wins. A man who's not re

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Every day I wake — my bed, I make; My hands, I wash. Then I awaken my face. My imperfect smile, I dab some paste; I shut my door, take a knee, and pray. Praying to God — that I’ve forsaken now the thoughts of HER break-in. Long have I pursued her taste; My arms around her perfect waist. Entice her with my kisses on her back. Now my tongue is like a soundtrack The way she was begging me to play it back. Her body arched. She’s screaming loud, and then she shouts! Unbelief was the look that was in her eyes, Teardrops were streaming down her side; Her body, I worshiped. I’m a pagan, and she’s my goddess. I’ll be honest — I just took one hit & I sold my soul, I promise. Her attitude is attractive. I feel like an addict. I’m four steps up the ladder — now there’s no need to panic. What happened next was tragic; I sold my soul in vain, to a goddess, with the same initials as my name. But, who’s to blame? I made a mistake and there ain’t no replays in this game. I anticipate the flames. The same day, I won’t wake

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it’s time to wake up and realize that going to the store; doesn’t mean you're just going to the store. You're not just going to pick up some tomatoes. You're not just going to get some smokes at the shop.  You might not come back. We live in a warzone, some of us just take better care of our grass. I'm not going to pretend that I have the answers to solve mass shootings. At this point, we should expect the worst and hope for the best. While all that sounds relieving, I believe in playing defense. Even though I know that no matter what walls I build, what guns I own, and how many bullets I have, I'll never have enough to make me immortal.  --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/attackinganxiety/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/attackinganxiety/support

If You Had Three Wishes, What Would You Wish For?  Get ready with me? What are three wishes you wish for? If I had to pick three wishes... tell me your three wishes and the best 3 wishes get a free custom-made mug! Only in the US for now. No purchase is necessary.   My three wishes are... hey watch the video! that's where you'll know what i wish for. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/attackinganxiety/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/attackinganxiety/support

Hi. I'm Joseph Mayuyo, my family (grandfather) left me with a generational curse that has affected me all my life. I was the only kid out of my siblings that were not planned. As I was told, my parents didn't want a son because they were superstitious about all the men who would be born from my dad's side. The curse is from my grandfather. He passed away before I could ever meet him. However, he died while he was angry and broken.    My grandfather was known to be notorious back home in the Philippines. He had a lot of enemies. I asked my dad what he was like and why he never shared anything about him. What my dad said made me instantly regret being so curious. Apparently, my dad was born into a rich family. He is a middle child between 12 brothers and sisters. My dad clearly remembers how it affected him when he was a boy.    Being from a rich family is not what my family is known for, especially now. My grandfather yelled curses as he passed away from multiple organ failures. But before

Salvia, you b*tch. I miss this version of myself, one who was so fearless. I would have never thought I would become so anxious until one day at Venice Beach, California. Even the citizens of Los Angeles look at going to Venice Beach as if it were going to be an incredible adventure. Once you get passed all the rappers trying to sell you copies of their CDs, you enter what seems to be where the 70s decided not to die and stay. It isn’t like this today, and I don’t need to explain why unless you just woke up from a coma. That’s what I can explain the effect you feel when you’re on Salvia. There has been a wide awakening to psychedelics in the last years. It is mainly regarding MDMA (Ecstasy), Psilocybin (Shrooms), Ayuascha, 5meo-DMT, to name a few. Salvia is different; even though it is a psychedelic, it’s in the family of the sage plant. New Age Occultists or (witchcraft) burn sage to eliminate what is unwanted in their interpretation and discernment. History brings us back to times when persons practici

At Last, The Secret To NOS: NITROUS OXIDE Is Revealed  How Does Nitrous Oxide Work? What is Nitrous Oxide? Nitrous Oxide is a gas that helped develop our planet into what it is now. Nitrous Oxide sometimes is referred to as (NOS) is commonly used by medical professionals before a particular surgery.   In this video, I experiment for scientific research, harm reduction, self-awareness, audience development, and removal of my ego.   Recent studies however have shown that Nitrous Oxide is similar to ketamine, in that it aids in depressed persons suffering from a treatment-resistant disorder. Nitrous Oxide acts as a disassociative drug like ketamine and helps you take an objective look at one's self. Clinical trials have yet to release the final results since the study ended in 2020.   --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/attackinganxiety/message

I’ve been so anxious lately.. being a full time content creator is great and all but there are so many adjustments you have to make. Basically it’s a recipe for anxiety. I just had to let out a few words to remind any listeners about the purpose of my content. I genuinely want you to grow. By that, I mean I don’t create with the intention of keeping you where you are. I actually want to see you grow away and begin liVing your life again without anxiety or any disorder getting in the way of that. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/attackinganxiety/message

Cannabis use has been decriminalized in the country of Thailand. The first Asian country to welcome cannabis use. The Thai man who cut off his own genitals after cannabis use had previously stopped using. However, this is not the first of its kind. There are several reports from previous years involving a Thai man who cut off his friend's genitals in 2018.   What do you think happened? Let us know in the comments! --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/attackinganxiety/message

Dear Other Podcasters In This Genre, I just wanted to prove that I still got it. Originally, my podcast was like this. Just me alone. So to those that think I shouldn't have a video podcast on Spotify, do your research. I've been doing this for so long. I've had my smaller audience. And even now. I feel mad I don't get to make these little snippets anymore cause I'm more focused on making entertaining content. But I've never switched up on my day ones. And to be honest, I don't want someone to be a forever fan. That means I'm not doing my job right. That's what separates me from any other anxiety podcast. They keep you where you are and teach you to stay where you are so they can profit from you. My podcasts are designed to leave you better than I found you. I want you to eventually stop listening to me because that means I taught you well how to deal with anxiety. I don't want the publicity, I don't want to be featured in your articles. But don't ever try to say I didn't earn my video platform on Spotify. Le