If Not Now, When?

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Synopsis

An ordinary woman bares her soul in order to force a self-reckoning. Middle-age caught me by surprise. Our nest had recently become empty, I was working in the same office job for the last seven years, and like so many others before me, I wondered Is this all there is? I had lost track of my writing dreams decades ago. This podcast is a record of, not only the journey back to a writing life, but also the journey back to my Self. Who was I before alcoholism, marriage, parenting, career, and surviving consumed me? If I didnt start living life on my own terms now, when was I ever going to begin?

Episodes

  • GOODBYE 2019 - S2 Ep 58

    27/12/2019 Duration: 38min

    My creative journey: reflecting and looking forward    https://onbecomingmaria.blog  

  • A Little Something Extra # 13: S2 Ep 57

    04/12/2019 Duration: 24min

    Self-Sabotage. Update on a writer's journey.   onbecomingmaria.blog  

  • How Crochet Amped Up My Writing Game - S2 Ep 56

    04/11/2019 Duration: 29min

    We were all born to create, it’s wired into our DNA. Crocheting has become the latest crucial element for my writing inspiration. Crochet is the surprise secret magic of my creative journey. https://onbecomingmaria.blog Instagram: @onbecomingmaria   For more on meditation, tune in to episode #40 A Little Something Extra

  • Burning Down the House- Part 2: S-2 Ep 55

    27/09/2019 Duration: 36min

    How I changed everything in my thinking to begin again with new outlooks. Taking a look at the way smartphones, emails, and the internet can take over our lives without much notice from us. Why I needed to burn down my mental house.    onbecomingmaria.blog  

  • A Little Something Extra #12: S2-Ep 54

    01/08/2019 Duration: 17min

    Deleted the previous episode. Putting my ego in check. Learning to accept life's lessons without hiding.   Book reference: The Untethered Soul by Michael A. Singer   onbecomingmaria.blog  

  • A Writer's Life in Real-Time --- S2-Ep 53

    03/07/2019 Duration: 36min

    Why have I been m.i.a. from the podcast? What does merging my online persona and in-real-life persona have to do with writing a book? Tune in to this episode to find out.   https://onbecomingmaria.blog

  • 052 A Little Something Extra #10- S2-Ep 52

    07/06/2019 Duration: 08min

    I'm learning how to accept the moments when life is going well, rather than anticipating an eventual turn for the worse.   https://onbecomingmaria.blog  

  • 051 Burning Down The House- Part 1

    22/05/2019 Duration: 26min

    What it takes to burn down the house, to start all over and become the better version of who we are. The steps I took to cultivate fertile mental ground for a writing life. Removing the obstacles which often cloud self-perception.    https://onbecomingmaria.blog/

  • 050 A Little Something Extra #9- S2-Ep 50

    01/05/2019 Duration: 13min

    A confession. Deeper transparency makes me squirm.   https://onbecomingmaria.blog

  • Nine Years Sober Today! S2-Ep. 49

    12/04/2019 Duration: 26min

    Celebrating my sober birthday in this episode. Uh-oh. I didn't realize  how hard it would be to talk about my alcoholism. Sheesh!   https://onbecomingmaria.blog

  • Season Two Opening Show- A Sophomore Welcome

    29/03/2019 Duration: 38min

    New year, new me: bringing a little more truth and a lot more chutzpah. The truth about my season one struggles.   https://onbecomingmaria.blog

  • 047 A Little Something Extra #8

    28/12/2018 Duration: 17min

    Bonus episode.   https://onbecomingmaria.blog/2018/12/21/america-a-problem-to-puzzle-through/

  • 046 INNW Season 1 Finale

    15/11/2018 Duration: 50min

    I had so much fun recording this episode, it was a party of one indeed! More private reveals about my life and the road which led me to podcasting. My TOP NINE podcast lessons learned in 2018. This secret episode is a gift to my subscribers. See you in 2019!   https://onbecomingmaria.blog

  • 045 My Podcast Journey-- Looking Back

    30/10/2018 Duration: 31min

    How and why I began podcasting. Hear details about this creative journey that I had not felt brave enough to share until now. What quitting the day job revealed to me about who I thought I was. An FML moment for sure.  https://onbecomingmaria.blog

  • 044 Triggered & From the Hip

    10/10/2018 Duration: 31min

    Unscripted and unplanned, today I merely turned on the mic and let my thoughts fall out. I am talking about recent triggers, but not the kind some of us are prone to discussing. Sexual abuse comes up only as an aside.   https://onbecomingmaria.blog

  • 043 From TV Watching to Cable Cutting

    26/09/2018 Duration: 23min

    After more than fifty years of faithful television watching, why I decided it was time to cancel our TV cable subscription. And how cable cutting became an important component of my creative journey.    https://onbecomingmaria.blog

  • 042 A Little Something Extra #7

    12/09/2018 Duration: 10min

    Housekeeping announcements about the podcast and blog content schedule. Also, a little insight into my podcast positioning.   https://onbecomingmaria.blog

  • 041 Rolling With The Punches

    04/09/2018 Duration: 32min

    How I went from being privately emotional about life's sucker punches to being calmer in my mental responses. Work life as a black woman in all-white work spaces. Also, noticing the differences in the routines of big city lifestyles versus small-town living. AA Twelve Steps rescued me from alcoholic thinking.    https://onbecomingmaria.blog

  • 040 A Little Something Extra #6

    31/08/2018 Duration: 14min

    My meditation journey: how I started, why I stopped and how recommitting to daily meditation changed everything in a good way.    https://onbecomingmaria.blog

  • 039 Chatting From My Cave

    28/08/2018 Duration: 33min

    A talk about the quiet and solitudinous ways of an introvert. Recognizing, in retrospect, how important alone time had always been for me in the workplace. Also, a look at how introverts tend to draw close to each other in the outside world.   https://onbecomingmaria.blog

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