Jerry Banfield

This is the story of how I found my belief in God when I thought I was a non-believer. I am sharing this with you because it has saved my life, and it may be useful for you. The truth is found in what I say, and when I say it. From 19 to 29 years old I claimed to be agnostic. I often used the words God and Jesus in the form of curse words. If the truth was that I did not believe, why would I say those words? It was easier to deny my faith than see how sick I was. I cursed at God as if I was sure God was listening. In 2014, a friend told me I needed to find God. A month later I realized I was going to die on my own from depression, and I begged God to help me again and that I would do anything. This time I kept my promise and decided to be helpful to God and the people around me. Today I thank God and ask for help each day, and help often comes in the form of a memory or the words of someone in my life. I hope this message is helpful for you, and I appreciate your feedback! --- Support this podcast: https:/