Jerry Banfield

How would you feel each day without the fear of death threatening to take away everything you have worked so hard for? I remember in third grade when I started believing in dying after my grandfather passed away. Before that I only knew life! The idea of death did not exist for me and I was much happier without it. From the day I started placing my faith in a world of fear with death's shadow loomed over me just waiting for the right moment to end my life, the world and everything in it started to less alive and more dark. Twenty years into believing in the Grim Reaper, I could not take it anymore. Either I must leave this earth and find out what was next or stay here and remember the eternal life I had forgotten as a child. After listening to The Miracle of Mindfulness on Audible by Thich Nhat Hanh, I was ready to face death completely and investigate my belief in it. As I stepped into the shower, I started to focus intensely on exactly what my body's death might be like. The corpse laying dead some